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My mind

Anatomy of an entropologist

My art

Performance of the broken for the dead

My obituary

Here rest those who once held a piece of me

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medial prefrontal cortex

about me

ventromedial prefrontal cortex

My likes and dislikes

temporoparietal junction

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A decent number of things I didn't mention since I don't currently have as much interest in them
Although I'm always looking for new things to enritch myself with

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Vae illi

Mehrbod

Acheron

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FIELD	DESCRIPTION
STAGE NAME	Vae Illi ("Vae") Pronounced 'why'
PRONOUNS	He/Him
YEARS PERFORMING	22
SPECIALTY	Fire breather/Knife thrower
TEMPERAMENT	INTJ - MASTERMIND
BLOOD TYPE	AB+
SIGNATURE TRAIT	Precision and controlled risk tolerance

Medical conditions

Title	Intensity	Description	Treatment	Source	Risk assessment
Post-Combat Stress Reaction	High	Exhibits hyper arousal, defensive aggression, and flashback-like responses to loud percussive sounds or confinements	Requires pre-performance mental check-ins and a controlled environment; Avoid pyrotechnic surprises outside rehearsed cues	Severe traumatic exposure	Moderate; Potentially dangerous and chaotic aggression behaviour if triggered
Secondary Psychopathy	Moderate	Displays emotional detachment under stress and reduced empathy during conflict situations; otherwise functional and cooperative	Behavioural monitoring; clear task structure; avoid prolonged isolation or sleep deprivation and disengage any conflict as soon as possible	Personality adaptation to chronic trauma	Moderate to Severe; Avoid prolonged conflict
Bilateral full Visual Impairment	Very severe	Operates non-visually using spatial memory, auditory vues and tactile orientation; maintains strong performance reliability	Requires adapted stage setup and dedicated guide for equipment alignment	Acquired (unspecified)	None/Minimal
Autism spectrum disorder - High functioning	Mild to moderate	Displays strong focus, pattern recognition and resistance to unplanned change. May struggle with social nuance	Predictable scheduling, clear instruction, minimal sensory overload	Neurodevelopmental	None/Minimal

Living amenities
Requires absolute privacy during off-hours; private quarters to remain undisturbed at all times
Exclusive meat-based diet; no plant-based foods tolerated
Requests regular access to books, particularly logistical and STEM literature
Allocate 50% of personal income to charitable orphanage funds

Circus role
Performs high-risk acts involving blades, pyrotechnics, and controlled flame. Manages circus logistics, transportation planning, and inter-company coordination. Recognized for exceptional precision, situational control, and mechanical awareness under pressure despite disabilities

Background
Experience in medical and militaristic fields. Interest initiative for performative arts unknown; Likely connected to the acrobat prodigy in some way

Personality profile
WIthdrawn and highly controlled. Displays strong moral consistency despite low affect expression. Tactical thinker; demonstrates strong protective tendencies toward select demographics

Pre-Circus history
Former licensed physician, later engaged in paramilitary work following exposure to severe child abuse cases during field service. Transition to circus attributed to ethical disillusionment

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PR assessment and recommendations
Refuses to interact with non-personnel unless absolutely needed; which is a metric decided by him
Recommendations: Given unique standing and personality traits, it is recommended not to allow engagement with any stranger unless by both parties' choice

@Registered 2017/05/28

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FIELD	DESCRIPTION
STAGE NAME	Mehrbod Rythms with air-code
PRONOUNS	He/Him
YEARS PERFORMING	22
SPECIALTY	Tightrope walker
TEMPERAMENT	ENTJ - EXECUTIVE
BLOOD TYPE	A+
SIGNATURE TRAIT	Exceptional balance and focus under pressure

Medical conditions

Title	Intensity	Description	Treatment	Source	Risk assessment
Post-Traumatic Stress Respond	Moderate	Experiences intrusive recollections, occasional startle reactions and hyper-alertness in unfamiliar environments. Intensifies as becomes more tired	Grounding excercies before performance; Predictable routines; Limited exposure to loud or chaotic rehearsal	Prior exposure to sustained stress and percieved threat	None/Minimal
Sleep Maintenance Insomnia	Moderate	Difficulty sustaining sleep for longer than a few hours, often leading to daytime fatique and concentration lapses	Structured rest schedule and environmental sleep hygiene; Short rest periods permitted during long travel	Anxiety-related hypervigilance	None/Minimal
Right-Eye Visual Impairment	Mild	Reduced visual acuity in the right eye; compensates through enhanced spatial awareness and balance training	Regular ophthalmologic evaluation; Ensure high-contrast lighting during aerial setup and travel	Physical impairment, longstanding	None/Minimal
Social Anxiety Disorder	Moderate	Experiences discomfort and anticipatory fear in social gatherings or unfamiliar groups; no effect on performance	One-to-one communication preferred; Scheduled desensitization exposure under supervision	Psychological strain	None/Minimal

Living amenities
Minimal personal requirements; requests access to personal phone prior to sleep
Occasional supervised swimming sessions requested for relaxation
No dietary restrictions except avoidance of certain meats (unspecified)
Low social media risk; minimal public activity, non-political

Circus role
Multi-disciplinary performer with a background in engineering and stage mechanics. Known for designing and maintaining his own performance rigs and balance systems

Background
Former white-collar employee with interests in mechanical and electrical design, later found interest in performance art. Transitioned to circus work following an undisclosed personal event. Self-taught in rigging, balance systems and mechanical stage design

Personality profile
Even-tempered and pragmatic. Displays consistent curiousity and cooperative behaviour. Generally reserved, prefers routine. Functions as a stabilizing presence within team structure

Pre-Circus history
Worked in technical administration and design until a noted psychological turning point. No criminal or disciplinary record. Entered performance arts under independent study following unclassified event

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PR assessment and recommendations
Consistently available in fan and viewer meet-ups. Generally very communicative and willing. Good sense of public reputation and generally the mascot of circus
Recommendations: Positive influence on the circus, continue letting in the social interactions

@Registered 2003/05/29

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FIELD	DESCRIPTION
STAGE NAME	Acheron 'Ash' Ash-erone
PRONOUNS	He/Him?
YEARS PERFORMING	10
SPECIALTY	Aerial silk dancer/Acrobat
TEMPERAMENT	INFP - MEDIATOR
BLOOD TYPE	O-
SIGNATURE TRAIT	Exceptional artistic abilities - Audience favourite

Medical conditions

Title	Intensity	Description	Treatment	Source	Risk assessment
Albinism	Mild/Moderate	Lacks melanin pigmentation; sensitive to sunlight and strong lighting; requires ocular protection	UV-filtering attire and sunscreen; stage lighting adjusted for comfort	Genetic	None/Minimal
Hemophilia A	Severe	Slow blood clotting; risk of prolonged bleeding from minor injuries	Avoid contact stunts; immediate first-aid readiness; medical oversight required during travel	Congenital	Very severe; Monitor at all times and limit contact with unknown environments
Malnutrition	Moderate	Low muscle mass and delayed healing; easily fatiqued during performance	High calorie nutritional plan and monitored rest period	Chronic dietary insufficiency; sometimes by choice	Moderate; Monitor food intake
Selective mutism	Mild/Moderate	Capable of speech but may become mute under stress or unfamiliar social settings	Nonverbal communication methods accepted; no pressure to speak on or off stage	Axiety-based	None/Minimal
Emotional attachment/dependant	Very severe	Becomes strongly attached to specific individuals; experiences immense stress when separated	Gradual exposure to independant, consistent reassurance and supportive presence during travel	Developmental	Mild to severe; May be conditionally contagious given the affective influence on peers and viewers

Living amenities
Requires temperature-controlled environment; room must remain warm at all times
Needs soft bedding, personal dolls and visually comforting décor
Requires caretaker supervision during emotional dysregulation or medical instability
Diet restricted to soft foods; primarily rice and bread
Requires periodic blood transfusions and medical observation due to hemophilia

Circus role
Performs light acrobatics and silk-based acts requiring balance and flexibility. Oversees aesthetic development and promotional design for circus materials. Contributes concept art, layout, and visual staging plans for major performances. Has a niche but very deep fanbase

Background
Flexibility believed to be congenital. Little to no information regarding past life; Refuses to discuss skill roots

Personality profile
Quiet, emotionally dependent, and gentle in demeanor. Nonverbal during stress; responds greatly to consistent reassurance and percieved safe environments. Exhibits attachment-based behaviors towards established 'caretakers'

Pre-Circus history
Raised by a single caretaker until their passing. Discovered and recruited by circus personnel for unique physical flexibility and distinctive albinic appearance. Arrived under medical supervision; integration described as "protective custody transfer"

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PR assessment and recommendations
Incredibly popular with certain demographics in the viewers. Always happy to meet new people but often disappointed at the boundaries between performer and fan
Recommendations: Limit interactions with obsessed fans; make sure he doesn't feel rejection from any fan that follows him for his 'beauty'

@Registered 2024/10/21

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Here lies the Pioneer

You taught me what it means to love and be loved, thank you.

Your flower is Edelweiss, symbolizing courage and adventure

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Here lies the Pyromanic

You let me explore my indulgences without judging me. thank you

Your flower is Tiger Lily, symbolizing passion and fierce energy

Here lies the Gardener

You treated me with softness, thank you

Your flower is Violet, symbolizing modesty and hidden beauty

Here lies the Glassblower

You demonstrated to me how true devotion looks like, thank you

Your flower is Marigold, symbolizing passion and jealousy

Here lies the male Dancer

You opened a locked door in my heart, thank you

Your flower is White Camellia, symbolizing purity of feelings

Here lies the Apothecary

You introduced me to various ailments and their treatments, thank you

Your flower is Belladonna, symbolizing madness and allure

Here lies the Visionary

You supported me in ways nobody has before; Gave me trust nobody gave me before, thank you

Your flower is Orchid, symbolizing exotic luxury, but obsession and a fragile ego

Lastly, most grievously, here lies the Little goth

You opened my eyes to who I am; You proved I can feel safe; You gave me a glimpse into what could, thank you

Your flower is red Spider lily, symbolizing Beauty in death and reincarnation

Let the bodies of our former selves — flayed and consecrated, rest here.
We were both the knife that cut and the blossoms that bloomed from the gashes.
Let the earth feast upon our names, and grant me my clean departure

To the countless unnamed bodies littering my garden, you nurtured my flowers of growth, thank you

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